was stressed.....=S but not anymore....problem solved...

Monday (04/05) was one of the happiest day of my life....BUT...it could also be said that it was a day where i felt a sheer bit of unhappiness and also being like really stressed of choosing the right university to go to....@_@

u see.....it was because i've gotten a full offer to credit transfer to melbourne university and obviously with my mentality, it never ever occurred to me that i will ever get to study in that university.....so i only tried applying for it but not putting even a 1% of hope to get the full offer.....i was actually only waiting for a reply which will be a rejection letter from them....funny but yes it's true...

now the thing is that for me, to get into the no. 1 university in Australia is something which I could ever hope for because i've always wished that i was ever good enough to get in....and in the beginning, seriously if i could even get into any one of the group of 8 universities in Australia, it would be a big achievement for myself...lol....

and yes, i couldn't imagine that a person like myself who did not even do well at all in my SPM and also in my pre-U could get into any of those universities...so if u imagine right now that you're in my position right now, what would you do or think????cos i actually got most of the full offers...^^ haha....as for me, i will jump up and down with joy and tears will be flowing down my cheeks....YEAP, that happened to me....I did cry....but enough with that....ain't gonna go blabbing bout crying with joy and bla bla bla.....sounds boring and maybe i'll make you guys cry along or maybe or not la.....BUT ANYWAY, IT SOUNDS BAD....XD

uh huh....but....the prob is i already accepted UWA's offer like early last month cos the offer was going to lapse....however, i could still get a full refund except for a loss of AUD1000 (for admin exp) if i would like to withdraw my position as a student there 10 weeks before the semester starts which means that if i would like to withdraw from studying there i have to withdraw this week....

THE funny thing is that i applied for melbourne university right after that (a day after) and i even put a note in my hp stating that i would check with the representative agent (JM EDUCATION) by this week, monday on whether melbourne university will have a reply on my application....and if i get the full offer to credit transfer by then, i would go to that university...NOW, like i said, the funny thing is that before i could even call the agent, when i checked my email in the late morning, there comes a reply from melbourne university and it's THE FULL OFFER which i was wishing for....

WOW!!!THAT'S GREAT!!!!this means i'm going to melbourne university!!!^^

NOT!!!!@_@

WHY???!!~~sighs~~

ok.....here's the reason...

it's because my parents are going through financial constraint right now cos the fact is that my brother's education in melbourne university went way over budget which was not something they've actually planned...=S 

so right now, they told me that they could still afford me if i insist on going to melbourne university but i understand that if i go to melbourne university rather than UWA, just for 2 years education there, it'll be like around RM100,000 more expensive than UWA including cost of living and stuffs.....can u IMAGINE????!!!!100k????are u crazy???

yeah, when i think about that, they would be in a really difficult situation again to fund me for my studies.....and it's super super hard for my father to earn those money.....it's a really big amount to us cos we're not rich....

so anyway, after a long thought, even though, i keep having the thought that i really really want to go to melb university, but i still have to accept the fact and reality that my parents are not rich and the best conclusion is to go to UWA.....i mean think about it, UWA is not even a bad university at all and it's in the group of 8.....yes, it's not the best uni or the no. 1 uni in australia but it's still one of the best universities in aust...AND i still achieved what i wished for in the first place....XD tht is one of the greatest and positive thing tht has ever happened to me....hahaha.....=) 

BTW, the conclusion now is that i'm still happy with myself....=P hahaha.....yup, i was super super stressed in the beginning, nearly go crazy thinkin about it but nah, i'm ok now....guys don worry bout me ya....haaha....XD i'm not sounding dramatic here but it's really really true....

ok, crap, this is onli my 3rd post but yet it's the longest one.....lol...i dunno what the crap i was writing so if u guys read it, i hope u understand....if u don't nvm la, i'll explain properly when i talk to u guys later....

pls forgive me yeah as it would take me some time to get the hang of it (blogging =P)....hehe...soon i will get use to it cos as u ppl know, i'm super outdated on all these right??....so yeah...^^ lol....

hope i'll get better on this thingy soon....

gtg and sleep already....catch up with u guys soon!!!!=)